Storytelling with DINEO

We were like a song that couldn't stop playing like the war that couldn't find peace. It took weeks for you to realize that I was a mistake. That we were not meant to be. Its for the best you said. But you know how many times I fought the thought of kissing your lips.. the thought of wrapping my legs around your neck.  While you choke me? Until my eyes turned red . You know how it feels when I see your name on my contacts but can't delete them because I want you to rearrange my cervix like you said you would.. do you know how many times I've played that day I found out it was all a lie.. But I lay down at night in my bed thinking about how it would be if I could swallow your kids? Would you believe me if I told you that I will wait for you just so I can have that chance to pull my body in a way that could comfort your soul? Could you risk all that so I could climb that mountain just as you'd like.. tell me do you like that even when you are with her you think of how

I had arrived late for work. I knew my boss would shit on me. I was having a bad morning, those were my mornings every single day  I was divorced and a single mom. I don't know what was worse been a single mom or been divorced  I gave Anthony everything but he still left me for a younger woman. He nolonger touched me , he made me feel unattractive and for 10 years that's how I felt.  I used my work to distract me from my reality but one evening he didn't come back home. I slept alone in a bed that felt warmer than usual. I realized it had been cold all this time because of Anthony  The parking was full. I didn't see my boss's car , I felt a sight of relief. I pulled up to change into my red bottom heels that I hadn't worn in ages.  I got out and locked the door, then quickly ran to the door before I could get there all my documents scattered on the pavement. Don't worry Ma'am I got this , I heard a deep voice call out from the garden. It was a tall , dar

I always felt lonely even when you were holding me. I always felt cold in your arms. The walls around us always felt like a prison cell. I felt as if I was a prisoner held without their will. As damage as I was, I felt guilty. I felt abandoned and I knew I had made that choice. I had myself to blame.  You didn't love me , I was someone you took to your late night meetings, just to show your colleagues how stable you were.  I was just the woman you took to your mom so she didn't worry about you. We both had separate lives. We loved different things but we made a great team because we both knew what society expected from us and at night while you were sleeping I would slip my hand in my panties and pleasure myself. And this is the life I chose. 

I always meant what I said. I knew he believed me but I meant it because it felt better than the truth. I was in love with someone else. The morning light reminded me of what was your wedding day. I got up and forced myself to the bathroom. There she was the girl staring straight at me in the bathroom mirror.  She was filled with sad eyes , but nobody noticed. The doorbell rang and I went to open it. There she was my best friend of 10 years. Little did she know I was in love with her. You look great I said forcing a smile. She looked at me funny and said why are you not getting ready, you're the maid of honor! She said. I just got up I said. Well let's share the shower together she said. We stepped into the shower as I watched her beautiful body with soap on. Please wash my back she asked. I hesitated for a minute and then started touching her back. I slowly rubbed her with the bath scrub. Her skin felt soft as I got closer behind her.  I could feel her closing her eyes and moa

I knew I had to make a choice and live with it. We had been talking about breaking up for the longest time but none of us thought it could happen so soon. I guess we wanted it to work so bad that we didnt think giving up was fair.  It doesn't make things easy that we were both going to the same college after high school. We would see each other with other people,  for me it was just too much to take in. Thabang was my first love,  we shared everything together and he knew me all of me. We had been dating since sixth grade,  we met at school. When we were in 10th grade we had sex for the first time. So he was the only guy I had been with.  Natasha can you please pass me the salt. My mom shouted, I didnt realize she has been calling me for the past few minutes. I was deep in my thoughts. Sorry , I passed the salt. My dad looked at me funny. Why are you so far from here wheres your head huh? My dad asked in a base. I'm here Dad.  My family was just me and my parents. I was the onl

 I couldn't believe what had happened.. here I was with the guy of my dreams.. having oral sex! We spoke about school and college , I was happy to know he was planning on going to the same college as I was. We were both waiting on our acceptance letters.  I had a great time with you, he kissed me softly, while kissing me I held his banana, it was hard.. I wanted to put it in my mouth but I said nothing. We went back to the car holding hands.. and there they were his friends. Giggling as they spotted us.  Ryan ! Tyler !! What the hell are you doing here?? We had to follow you to really see if you really completed your dare. Ryan said. The trees around us felt like they were choking me. I  was a task all along, my eyes became teary.  I stepped away from Sam.  Ryan what did you say,? You were just a dare , we dared him to date you for 3 days and sleep with you. Did you think he loved you? You're just a nerd. A fat nerd. What made you think you could date a guy like Sam? You're

Come on.. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable. Forgive me? Sam had that effect on me , I couldn't get angry even if I wanted to and this scared me for some reason.  Can I hug you? He asked looking down as if embarrassed of what he had done. Yes, you may. I mumbled. He hugged me from the back. This time I didn't feel his banana, may be he was really sorry... He waited for me downstairs to change. I was in my torn shorts and an oversized T-shirt with my hair down. Wow you look cute, I've never seen your hair down like this you should wear it like this at school.. it suits you. The rest of the afternoon we spent it sitting on the couch watching movies. I made sandwiches and we snacked with popcorns. I had a boyfriend, not just any boyfriend.. it was the hottest guy in school and he was here with me eating popcorns in my living area. His hand under my shirt the whole time playing with my nipple.  He was sure naughty. I thought. Kiss me before I leave

 There I was sitting on my bed in the middle of the night. Thinking about what you were up to. Smilling from ear to ear alone , reminding myself of the afternoon we both had. You had told me you loved me and wanted to be with me. It was us holding hands , looking each other in the eyes at the back of the school where no one noticed, and you had told me not to tell anyone because public relationships end quickly. I believed him , I mean what did I know about relationships? And here I was reminiscing about that afternoon,  we kissed and he kissed my neck too. I just have one question for you why did you steal a banana at the schools kitchen? The whole time kissing I could feel it in your pockets.. I thought I'd ask you again tomorrow morning. I went to bed just after my banana thoughts. It was just me and my dad living together. Let's get a real quick cap of how I looked like.. I was short , chubby and had a cute face but I was a nerd. I wore glasses that made me look like a prof

 He was sweet and kind. I gave him my heart and he broke it into pieces. Well that's no the point. He lied too,  he played me like strings on a guitar. He left me to drown. Suffocating into this thing we call life. We used to be so good together. I know you're hoping for the part where I say I've moved on from him, the part where I tell you I don't love him anymore. Well that's not the point.  Everytime I try to convince myself that you're not the one for me something always reminds me of the memories we shared. If only I could remove the memories I have with you and maybe I could move on. You hurt me so much that my anger turned into hate. The problem is I can never hate you. You chose her over me. After all we been through. After all the things I did for you. You don't even realise how I treated you.  I was the girl who came to you and never wanted anything in return. I was the girl you looked at and smiled for no complete reason. I'm the girl you touc

 It was the way he looked at me that made me forget my sanity. He was older than me and that turned me on. The fact that he could teach me stuff ,  and I could learn a few things from him made me want him even more. I wasnt into young boys who cared about slim bodies with no stretch marks or shaggy boobs with no cellulite. He made sure I was comfortable and licked every bit of my body until I begged him to stop. I wasnt interested in young boys who thought sex was mandatory because it made you feel good. I was into older guys who thought of sex as a way to connect passionately. The thought of him made me feel so grown and matured. The way he respected me and spoke to be made me feel like a woman. I knew I had changed but nothing was compared to this teenage love affair. He would take me out on dates , where he didnt ask me to pay. He would insist on it and that made me think he got us. Today was a different day he had asked me to meet him at a hotel. We had three months seeing each oth

He placed his hand under my dress.. on my thighs now between my legs, motioning for me to open my legs a little bit more..  I did. I felt my panties shift to the side. His finger felt long, he started moving in around. It felt so good , I felt so good.. My breathing started changing looking at him , staring at him across the table.. where his friend was sitting next to me.. if he knew what his friend was doing to me now.. . I shut my eyes for a moment as he got up to go to the restroom. Are you okay his friend asked.. why did you stop I asked looking around just to make sure no one in the room was staring at us. Let's go to my place after this, he whispered  No I cant I mumbled. It's not safe, he will find out. An hour later I found myself with them at his friend's place.  Wanna smoke? My boyfriend asked, yes il try it. A few moments later , my head was spinning but my body relaxed. Every bit of my body was calm. Come closer my boyfriend said   He started kissing me his fri

I'm happy everytime I see your face, the look in your eye has never changed from the first time I saw you. Your welcoming smile has kept me in your arms till this day. I think I'm dreaming with each day I spend with you.  Your laughter and your jokes fills me with so much joy. Your touch and kisses always gets me in the mood to make love to you. The way you do me with each moan and orgasm you control my body in a way that I could never understand. I see a future bright with you. Having little people who look like you and I , how happy would that make me My Love. You have been there when I needed you and to this day you haven't left my side. I'm the luckiest woman alive to be loved the way you love me. I know we still have a long way to go but my loyalty will remain with you. My heart will remain with you and il wake up everyday just to please you with my body. With every cell in my body you attract il always make time for us My Love. They'll come a time when we both

 I see it in your eyes , when you talk about her that you're not happy. You deserve someone who listens when you talk , who watches you when you're asleep. You deserve someone who is willing to tolerate your moods. It's true what they say we love those who dont care about us. I see it in your eyes  , when you look at her that you're just staring at a blank space but with me you look into my soul. I know you dont hold the same conversations you hold with me. She is not intelligent like me or kinky like me. She cant hold it down the way I hold it down with you. Dont you think you deserve it all? I made a mistake by not letting you know this but maybe it's for the best that I didnt. Your smile lights up the room but when shes around I never see it.  Even if we never fall in love,  just know I'm here for you. When you want to talk , when you have a hole in your heart il fill it. When you're mind is preoccupied il release it. When you're lost in the clouds il

 In the mist of it all , after all that had happened.. memories remain.  The way it unraveled still haunts me today. Trying to keep it together but everything is falling apart. You used to have my heart , I gave you my body.. you equipped my mind but still wasn't enough for you.  I wonder how it felt when you held her and called her yours.. knowing very well I am your only fantasy. I wonder how it made you feel when you looked at her and still kissed her passionately with the very same mouth you used to go down on me. Was it all worth it? Was losing the only person that cared for you worth being with someone who only cared about your money?was losing your sanity worth losing your future? We made plans together.. we were so good together but you let someone take that all away.  You made someone undermine our love , like a broken mirror it can never be the same. We can never be the same. Your kisses means nothing to me now.. your touch is cold on my body. Whenever you're on top o