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THE GARDENER

I had arrived late for work. I knew my boss would shit on me. I was having a bad morning, those were my mornings every single day  I was divorced and a single mom. I don't know what was worse been a single mom or been divorced  I gave Anthony everything but he still left me for a younger woman. He nolonger touched me , he made me feel unattractive and for 10 years that's how I felt.  I used my work to distract me from my reality but one evening he didn't come back home. I slept alone in a bed that felt warmer than usual. I realized it had been cold all this time because of Anthony  The parking was full. I didn't see my boss's car , I felt a sight of relief. I pulled up to change into my red bottom heels that I hadn't worn in ages.  I got out and locked the door, then quickly ran to the door before I could get there all my documents scattered on the pavement. Don't worry Ma'am I got this , I heard a deep voice call out from the garden. It was a tall , dar

ABANDONED

I always felt lonely even when you were holding me. I always felt cold in your arms. The walls around us always felt like a prison cell. I felt as if I was a prisoner held without their will. As damage as I was, I felt guilty. I felt abandoned and I knew I had made that choice. I had myself to blame.  You didn't love me , I was someone you took to your late night meetings, just to show your colleagues how stable you were.  I was just the woman you took to your mom so she didn't worry about you. We both had separate lives. We loved different things but we made a great team because we both knew what society expected from us and at night while you were sleeping I would slip my hand in my panties and pleasure myself. And this is the life I chose.