THE BEAN.
We were like a song that couldn't stop playing like the war that couldn't find peace. It took weeks for you to realize that I was a mistake. That we were not meant to be. Its for the best you said. But you know how many times I fought the thought of kissing your lips.. the thought of wrapping my legs around your neck. While you choke me? Until my eyes turned red . You know how it feels when I see your name on my contacts but can't delete them because I want you to rearrange my cervix like you said you would.. do you know how many times I've played that day I found out it was all a lie.. But I lay down at night in my bed thinking about how it would be if I could swallow your kids? Would you believe me if I told you that I will wait for you just so I can have that chance to pull my body in a way that could comfort your soul? Could you risk all that so I could climb that mountain just as you'd like.. tell me do you like that even when you are with her you think of how